Lost for words

The man I shared the same bed with thinks I am controlling his life. Prejudiced against me when he only listened to one side of the story. Thinks I am smart because I am full of clever excuses when confronted. I am lost for words.

I don't know what to do or what else to say. I just couldn't believe what he had just said. The person I called my soulmate had just uttered those words and claimed that I am controlling his life.

I wished I am dead.

Change

Just as I was working alone this morning, I suddenly have the urge to browse the same old website I used to love when I was in my single days. To seek for ideas and surprise him with lovely messages and quotes. Only difference is, this time I was looking for a different kinda of quote to describe my feelings.

"Sometimes the people who you thought you knew...start becoming the strangers you never wanted."

"Everything in life is temporary, because everything changes. That's why it takes great courage to love, knowing it might end anytime but having the faith it will last forever."

In just a matter of years, I feel my world came crushing down. The Husband is not the same person I knew 10 years ago. I have no one to turn to, no one to talk to, and I don't know if it's me who has changed or him.